I'm just in a stupor, trying not to think about the next 5 - 10 years.
Went with Q to his Dr. visit and had my list of things he needed to talk to her about. He's supposed to lose 20lbs by January 20th. We'll see how things go.
I see PainDoc tomorrow morning. I think we're going to talk about a cortisone epidural again. If I stand for longer than 10 minutes, my left thigh goes numb. If I don't sit down and stay off it for a couple hours, it gives out. Then I have no other option than to stay off it.
At this point, I'm tired of being around hospitals, doctors and anything dealing with medical stuff. It just doesn't seem to stop this year.
My bruised arm still has a goose-egg and it's some shade of green that doesn't match anything. The proverbial 'They' say pain reminds us we're still alive. I can sit and poke my bruise all day just to distract myself from the mental turmoil and pain. Don't worry. I'm not.
**fierce HUG** -d